I'm a dreamer. A distant dreamer

Although you
Think I cope
My head is filled
With hope
Of some place
Other than here

Although you
Think I smile
Inside all the while
I'm wondering
About my destiny

I'm a dreamer
A distant dreamer
Dreaming for hope
From today
...

Even when you
See me frown
My heart
Won't let me down
Because I know
There's better things
To come

And when life
Gets tough
I feel
I've had enough
I hold on to
A distant star
I'm thinking about
All the things
I'd like to do
In my life
...
I'm a dreamer.. a distant dreamer..

Birthday Girl

So today is my birthday :-) a year older..
i should feel happy
i should feel something better
then why do i feel like this..